End of year

I'm really tired.
Honestly, December have not been nice to me.
My relationship with my so called SO is not really working now.
I think it is time to move on but it is really hard.
Really hard.
It is my first long term relationship and also first long distance relationship.
I'm not sure what I expect from this relationship...
I had hopes and dreams but he destroyed it.

On to the good news, I recently went to a job interview and got the job the next day.
i already sent my resignation letter and will be leaving in February to start my new job.

Other than that, my life sucks.
I have gained almost all my weight back.
I'm so stressed and sick of a lot of things.
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Heart is sick

I finished it and I'm gonna cry.
Inspired by コーラ's works.
I love their works, so breathtaking.
Though I can never be as good as them.

I started eating red bean bun again because of Kafka on the Shore.
That's what I ate when I read the novel for the first time.
Every single time.

Sick sick sick
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